unmotivated

I am in such a sewing and crocheting funk.  I did buy some yarn for a baby afghan...the little princess is due in Feb,  I should get going.  Seasonal depression stinks! 

I have finished with OT for my shoulder,  Stll doing exercises on my own. Its getting there, still painful if I move my arm quickly. 

My foot is healing, almost back to its normal color.  I must have pissed off the nerves in the top of my foot. When I put on a sock it burns and when I lay in bed at night it itches like crazy. Nerves are weird.

Then, earlier this week, my cousin passed away. She had cancer and things progressed quickly. She was such a dear friend. We emailed constantly. We shared the same political veiws and loved bashing the candidates. I am so sad. She was the closest thing to a sister I will ever have. She was an aunt to my kids.  Her and her husband loved them like their own. I am picturing her in heaven with her mom, my mom, and our grandma - sitting around the kitchen table. telling stories, laughing, and eating rhubarb pie.  I was not able to visit her at the end, I hope she understand and knows how I feel about her. 

She left this worth on a night with the most beautiful snowfall. Thick, heavy, pure white loveliness.