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So, again, long time no post.

I found out in January I have a complete tear of my right rotator cuff.
I knew I did, have just been getting by with cortisone shots a couple times a year.
My doctor said enough and ordered an MRI.
I have two distinct tears, bone spurs, and my tendons are beginning to fray.
I knew it was bad. If I stand with my arm hanging down, it feels like someone is pulling it.

A month later, after another chat with him, he ordered one for the left too.
oh man, he was so cute that day, telling me how he met his wife and fell head over heels. He had the biggest grin on his face. I hope she knows how smitten he is with her after 20 years :) 
Of course, tear on that side too. 
I give up.

I see an orthopedic surgeon on Wednesday.