I have quilt scraps waiting to be turned into a colorful quilt.
I have (literally!) 30 crochet UFOs.
My house is cluttered with yarn and laundry. (its clean and folded, just not put away, because i have fall and summer stuff out)
And I don't want to deal with any of it.
Its hot and still humid. Too bad fall can't arrive when the calendar says September.
The damp, humid, rainy weather is so hard on me.
Living with chronic pain stinks!
I got a cortisone shot in my neck today. The anesthesiologist could not get the needle where he (and I) wanted it. I have a plate in my neck and it was in the way. So he went in a vertabrae lower. I must say it is the weirdest feeling when that needle moves across those bones...I kind of wonder if I am really hearing it or I its just the scraping sensation I feel and think I am imagining it...Either way its strange!
Let's just hope it helps. Because the pain is exhausting. It takes so much energy to get through the day.
Wish they could just fill me with cortisone! LOL. Serioulsy, I have done this. All the steroiods have messed with my blood sugar. Now I have to go back in a few months to make sure that is in check.
I just read a blog. The writer was talking about skin care and wrinkles.
It just bugged me.
I know, I have no right to judge.
But I wish that was all I had to complain about.
I'm tired
stressed
and cranky.
I would give anything to crawl into bed at night and be able to fall asleep and not wake until morning.
To snuggle up with my husband and not be in tears because it hurts to be touched.
To turn back the clock
To not have been in a car accident.
To not have had cancer.
To have tendons that have not disintegrated.
To be normal
Rant over. Tomorrow will be a better day. I can only hope ;)
